电梯

以前，看恐怖电影太多，多数的人对一个人搭电梯难免有少许的恐惧感吧!也许不是大部分，但我会是那小部分。但来到这里，一个人搭电梯，成了一种习惯，一种享受，一种自然私人空间。喜欢在电梯梳理自己，高唱歌曲，自言自语。。。。。。当习惯变成自然，就能化为自我精神满足感。留那段短暂给自己，岂不是一种享受，放纵一下自己，奖励一下自己。

My CA

CA means continuous assesment. I had my organic chem, biodiversity, stat and plantae ca in nus. i did badly for my test. actually i thought i have no pressure but now i feel veri stressful. y? now i onli realize tat most of the msian who cam to nus hav great great background, scholar....top student of the skool....top student in msia!!! i duno y i m so 'daring'!! a bit regret but wat 2 do?? study hard n smart la!! but i noe is my fault oso because cant concentrate during lecture. i hav to change, i think. i cant waste my parents money(i took loan la) or effort. my dad is the one support me all the way to study in nus. btw, most of my ca below half of the total!!! in nus, every1 is well prepared tats y most of them are successful!! but i quite enjoy my life here. after all is my choice 2 study abroad. haha, rite?? but most importantly the students here are being respected no matter which country u r frm n wat race u r!! not in xxx so called multiracial but not fair 2 certain races!! 2 different grading system!! haha i think i m fortunate 2 b able 2 study in NUS!!

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开心后的落寞

我突然不太想开心，因为往往开心过后感到落寞。情绪的偏差似乎太大，会让我适应不来。我也不懂为什么。感觉就是不对似的。该怎么说呢？开心是不能永远的，总有停顿的一秒。情绪由高峰突然坍塌到底点，真的让人摸不着。

交朋友

我满喜欢交友，但请不要限制我必须认识谁`谁`谁，因为日后相见只会是hi-bye friend.我喜欢有交友的自由。但现今社会不容许我们以真心交朋友。但请不要怀疑我，我真的和古人一样那么的单纯。因为能相遇已不易，能相识更可贵。我这人满直接，不喜欢拖拖拉拉。喜欢和谁做朋友就和谁做朋友；但我较难相处的，如性格不合，都不会对他们太热情。也许你会觉得我冷漠无情`自私也好，但我不想欺骗别人的情感，委屈自己`讨好他人。当我真诚的和你做朋友时，希望你也会一样真诚的对我。（感觉好欠扁）

我真的如此好吗

来到新加坡，常常会到朋友房间pillowtalk。我们都决定倘若对谁不满，就会当面指正他，因为与其在背后对他‘大谈阔论’不如让他了解一下他人对他的不满或弱点。这样才算是真正的朋友吧！我曾经问过他们，但似乎他人并没对我有不满。我真的如此好吗？其实，并不如此。我真的有很多不好的地方，但为什么他人似乎注意不到，还是我伪装得好，还是我自己疑心病太重该好好检讨？

该有的感触

刚刚到朋友网页去看看，有新照片！我发现，我们中六后就不再见面了，我们到不同的地方读书`接触着不一样的人`做着不一样的东西更重要的是过着不一样的日子。唉，遗憾的成长还是庆幸的过程？只是真的很感触。。。。。。

缘起不灭

缘分是多么奇妙的东西，人的相遇多少与缘分有关。好奇怪，近来每天遇到刚认识的朋友。我想，是否因为以往都不认识她以致她曾与我擦肩而过也不知？我想也是。那，缘起真的不灭吗？那就该惜缘惜福！

my cca

cca is like coco in our secondary or high skool. in nus, in order 2 stay in hostel, one need 2 collect certain cca points. but for me i dun need 2 worry as this is my 1st year n i m guaranted tat i can stay for 2 years. erm......the clubs here r veri interesting but i never try. actually i dunno wat i wan. then finally i hav join red cross. erm...then i realised tat i hav join voluntary organisation since primary skool!! erm...y i join tis group of ppl? i oso duno. how i feel? i oso duno. i was a st john member since primary to secondary. then in high skool, since there is no st john, then i join vad7, part of red cresant. haha!! fun? erm...erm...till now i join nus red cross. haha! never thought of!! mayb i m berdosa then i need 2 contribute. haha!! m i happy? i m not sure. but after today meeting, i feel quite fun being one of them. haha!! erm...hopefully nex time i will noe y

NUS where my new life starts (2nd blog in eng)

Some people may think that it is not a good choice studying in singapore, mainly becoz of the attitude of the ppl here may not acceptable for them. before i came to nus, i always wonder, is tis the best choice tat i could make?? after staying for about 2 months, i think that i like the environment here. compare wif local uni, i think i will not b exposed to so many thing like in nus.

i learn to b independent, b friendly,most importantly speak english....etc. wat made me happy is the ppl here!! no matter where u come frm, u will always b respected. so far i havent met those who r 'bad' la. haha!! i hav frien frm china, vietnam, singapore, indonesia...erm mostly in contact wif asean ppl la. meng lin n you you is frm china, n they r veri friendly, sometime i even forgot tat i m now in singapore!! haha!! true friendship does not depend on 1 background, rite??

place where i live oso not bad except the cost la!! many things though may not fullfill everyone expectation but still can survive here la!! but wat made me not so happy is tat my cluster is not safe la!! ppl will lost their belonging frequently. but i havent experience b4 but hopefullly no need to go through la!! so nuz be carefull 4 own own properties la!!

erm.... bout lecture. lecture teather is big n confortable. somemore wireless!! air conditioner is in very good condition as the LTs are very cold!! bout lecturer...mostly our lecturers r chinese frm differrent countries la i think. onli 1 indian i met. all teaching in english n with different slang!! but often i cant catch up wif the lecture coz my english is bad!! my microbiology lecturer is veri friendly. always smile, wishes u 'hav a nice weekend' after lab!! haha!! u can c them in canteen quite often. plantae lecturer oso quite funny but i dunno wat he is trying 2 say la sometime!! coz my english is lousy!!haha!!

nus really a small place. u often can meet somebody u never thought off. my es partner is my lab partner OG frien n my clustermate come frm same OG oso!! bside u can c may ppl wif familiar face as they may juz look like ur friends in local!! veri fantastic!!haha!!

bout the pressure erm it is frm the study lo. cant catch up ma, or ppl can understand but i cant. ppl here tend 2 read a lot, think a lot, ask a lot!! but the main problem is tat they din sleep a lot!! tis is wat happen to me!! whenever i feel pressure, i tend 2 feel sleepy!! maybe becoz of the long holiday, til now i still hav no mood to study, but i will try my best to sustain in NUS!!

erm...NUS is a really good place la!!