PROBLEM!!

i dunno y i cant like others who can focus on their studies. though i noe that exam is juz around the corner and i need 2 pull up my cap by this sem. i hope i can b pround of my family but i hav no strength to do so. i m veri lazy i noe. however i juz let myself b wat i m now, no changes r made. i duno y. since form 6, i m not motivated 2 study, tat's y i score badly in stpm. though i realise the problem, now i still b wat i used to be....haih! who can 'help' me?